Wednesday, January 13, 2010

My Daily Goal...

Every Morning, I wake up with my thoughts for the day.

And my daily goal is to Make a Difference in my World, my Universe, by Releasing & Letting go of Counter Intentions, Negative Energies that block my Path to Divinity.
It clears this Path between Divinity and I, to receive Divine Inspiration & Guidance for my Highest Good and the Highest Good of others.
Releasing these Negative Energies. allows me to recognize opportunies to Feel-Know Love & Happiness.

And this is the secret to the Law of Attraction,
Releasing, letting go of counter intentions.
Clearing the Path to having everything you want to have, do & Be...

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Today I Heard my voice, again...

I have been off work for eight months.

On March 15, 2009, I tripped and fell at work.  I dislocated my right shoulder.  It popped right out of the socket.  You've probably heard of the saying: Writhing in Pain.
It was a saying to me...but now, I know what it means.  Your body writhes from side to side...and there is no position you can
be in that, that it doesn't hurt like....well, like Hell!

Luckily, there were two hefty guys, on that day, in the center where I work. They were able to lift me up off the floor.  I could not help with either arm.  It was not fun, to say the least.
After a couple of hours, we realized that I had done more than PULL some muscles.  I went to Urgent Care and after demanding that they take an X-Ray...it was found that I had dislocated my right shoulder, right out of its socket, and that was the cause of the severe pain.
After many months of Physical Therapy, an MRI showed a large tear, in the rotator cuff and I agreed to Surgery.  More pain.  Shoulder surgery, any surgery,  is not fun.  Shoulder surgery is an amazing challenge.  So after many more months of  PT, I was sent back to work on a light schedule.
The company and my co-workers have been so --Welcome Baaaack--lots of love and hugs  Which has made it much more fun to be back at work.
I spend hours on the computer, in the center, taking orders and doing customer service. I have been re-training for the last couple of weeks...to bring me up to speed on changes.

Today, I got back on the phones, talking to travelers on the other end. I had been feeling anxious, about getting back on the phones...doubting that I could do it ...weird because I had done the job for three years prior to the fall.  I think it is actually called performance anxiety. And it is normal energy. It primes us to propel us onto the stage. I took the first call, and I did not die...LOL.
Today, I found my voice again...

Thursday, December 24, 2009

MERRY CHRISTMAS&HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL...

I promise to write more and post more on my Blog, if you promise to read me...LOL.
Thank you for visiting my Blog and letting ALLEE tell you of the WAYS she has experienced life and how she sees life...in the moment...which of course, CHANGES!
The Best to you all.....ALWAYS.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Do You Believe in Premonitions?

My girlfriend and I had separated. I was living alone in a small upstairs one- bedroom apt.
I had taken a shower and was getting ready for bed. Wrapped in a towel, I laid across my bed, closed my eyes and this scenario played out in my mind:

Knock! Knock!...at the door. I got up walked to the door and asked, "Who is it?"
"It's Gail, open the door please."

It was my x-girlfriend. We had remained friends and ocassionly got together.

I said, "Just a minute, I just got out of the shower and I am naked,"
She laughed and replied, "Allee, open the door, I've seen you naked before,
remember?!?"

I laughed out loud, opened the door and let her in.
She was in her bathrobe carrying a small overnite bag.

She said, "Uncle Joe and his wife are staying at Mom's, tonight. I gave them my room for the night. I thought I would come and stay with you, tonight. Is that ok?" as she crawled into my bed.
I was a little surprised, but I said, "Oh, ok." And got into bed with her...

I woke up to a knock at the door. I was still in my towel, laying across my bed. I think I had fallen asleep. I wasn't expecting anyone.

I went to the door and asked, "Who is it?"
"It's Gail. Please open the door."
I said, "Just a minute. I just got out of the shower & I'm naked."
She said, somewhat frustrated, "ALLEE, please I've seen you naked before, remember?"
I heard myself say, "Oh, Yeah."
I opened the door and let her in.

She was wearing her bathrobe, carrying a small bag and said she needed to stay with me, that night, because she had given up her room, to her Aunt & Uncle, for the night...and crawled into my bed...
I felt disoriented & confused. I told her what I had experienced.
She didn't believe me...but I knew that I had just experienced something strange.

And now, I know.
It was...a Premonition... of something, about to happen, right before it happened...

Mie Musing ... About Marriage not to be.

When I was a young girl, between the ages of 19-22, I considered getting married, to shut my family up! It was always THE Question at family gatherings, small or large:
SO, when are you going to get married and give your Mom & Dad some GrandChildren?
I hated that question because I have 'The GAY' in me...for as long as I can remember!
And, the only one I wanted to marry was my girlfriend, at the time, not any of the guys around.
Well I'm so glad that I had the inner wisdom & courage, to not take that foolish step, with a guy, to shut my family up, because the only one I would've been shutting up, was ME!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Mie Musing

My Grandma, Eugenia, used to say to me:

"Worry comes from Fear,
Caring comes from Love,
so Love yourself, your life, and
everyone in it, Mija..."

*****

Recent attention to "The Gay" reminds me
of this moment in my life, when I was about 7yrs old:

"I saw her watching, as he pushed me, and I went
rolling down the Hill...My first 'Girl' Thrill..."

Sunday, November 8, 2009

HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENT

My BFF, Carol, a Teacher, sent me this and made my day!

Hi! Thought this was clever and funny. Hope you enjoy it! Carol
Subject: HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENT

THE FOLLOWING IS A QUESTION GIVEN ON A UNIVERSITY OF ARIZONA CHEMISTRY MID-TERM, AND AN ANSWER TURNED IN BY A STUDENT.

The answer by one student was so profound that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well:

BONUS QUESTION: IS HELL EXOTHERMIC (GIVES OFF HEAT) OR ENDOTHERMIC (ABSORBS HEAT)?

Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed)..

ONE STUDENT, HOWEVER, WROTE THE FOLLOWING:
First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving, which is unlikely...
I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today.
Most of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there is more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can project that all souls go to Hell. With birth and death rates being what they are, we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially.

Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand proportionately as souls are added.
This gives two possibilities:
1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter Hell then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all Hell breaks loose.
2. If Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes over.So which is it?
If we accept the postulate given to me by Teresa during my freshman year that, "It will be a cold day in Hell before I sleep with you," and take into account the fact that I slept with her last night, then number two must be true, and thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic and has already frozen over.
The corollary of this theory is that since Hell has frozen over, it follows that it is not accepting any more souls and is therefore, extinct... leaving only Heaven, thereby proving the existence of a divine being which explains why, last night, Teresa kept shouting "Oh my God."

THIS STUDENT RECEIVED AN A+.

I had been having a kind of gloomy ok day...saved by my BFF!!!